…I somehow screw everything up, because the cards I’m dealt are shitty

…I’m always trying so hard to not let people down, that in the end I let down myself

…I care about some people more than anything, even-though I’m not sure why

…I underestimate my potential and purposely don’t give things my all so I don’t disappoint myself

…this life is just a cycle of things ever-changing and I’m just a subject to the situation I’m in and cant stop what is happening around me

…like I’m in a washing mashine

…the people around me are actors, and I’m the only one not in on the joke

…I wouldn’t know how to handle a set life and real set schedule cause I’ve never dealt with that for my entire life

…if I had money that everything else would just line up and fix itself

…if I were born into a family with money, I would have had less problems.

…I think too much, and I should be doing more productive things so I’m not up all night.